I just don't think I was ment to sleep. Got some new sleepers. They put me to sleep alright, but they make me more tired during the day than if I had not slept. Guess you win some, you lose some.
I've been going fucking crazy today... my mind's going about 50 different directions and not passing through my normal "filters." Don't really know what the filter thing is, but I'm thinking things that I really don't usually think... at least not as seriously as I have been... I mean, I'm so not a violent person, but I just want to beat the fuck out of someone and fuck their lifeless corpse. Maybe that's going a bit far... maybe not. Nothing wrong with a little necrophilia now and then.