I thought today was going to be a good day... for a while at least. I got to sleep last night by 11 o' clock! I was super happy. But as things usually go I woke up at 1:30 and couldn't get back to any real form of sleep. But now that today is over and I can go home, I opt to stay, to milk the clock. My head hurts, my eyes hurt, and my stomach hurts, but getting paid to surf the internet is not something to pass up. I missed my AA meeting last night, I think that could be part of why I'm feeling so crazy. AA grounds me for the next day, kinda like meditation, makes me feel lighter and less fucked up but I don't really want to go tonight cuz I feel shitty again... I guess I'll go anyways, I need it.