So, I'm posting again. I don't have much to say. I'm a little lonely, a little worried about what's going to happen when my painkiller script is out, and a little angsty. I'm pissed about lots of things right now. Most of them are my fault. I think a better description of my current state is more of an angsty loneliness. I mean, I am alone of my own volition. At the same time, I would rather not be. The only girl I've had the misfortune of falling in love with fucked me. That wasn't the problem, it was when she started fucking my friends, and people she met on the internet. It ended up in me getting an infection. So, yeah. I've been pretty picky about girls I get close to since then. I want to find a girl that is smart but unmotivated. For some fucked-up reason, that's really uncommon in females. Most apathetic women are that way because they fail when they try. I want a woman that can keep up with a conversation. I want a woman that doesn't prescribe to her parent's beliefs to keep her soul buoyant. I want a woman that will fucking spare me the bullshit, a girl that wants substance. That will tell me what she wants, and what can slide. Of course, she needs the realization that said thing, will probably end up sliding. I want, I want, I want. I want to make some consessions. I want a girl that thinks I'm funny. Why? Because I think I'm funny. I want a girl that thinks as little of female politiking as I do. A girl with some meat on her. Chub or muscle, it's all the good. I'm tired of bruising my shit on these bony ass salad eating bitches. I want a girl that's succinct in her speech. I want a girl that can go 1:1 with me in any game in the Dead Or Alive Series (specifically DOA2:H or DOA3), though that's probably asking a bit much.

Maybe 2:1.